I was going for more of an awareness instead of making fun it…That’s the last thing I want to do is to make fun of it. It would be cool if they made a series inspired by mental health then put somewhere on the card “Inspired by Mental Awareness” or something like that.
My idea was more of collectors cards because some of them will have ALL negative spells. So what if there were a set that and has combinations that offers different effects positive or negative “Combination Effects”. So people can relate.
I sent this idea to Support not knowing to come here instead but I have a example since I deal with Schizoaffective Disorder myself I am not diagnosed on which type(Possibly leaning towards mixed type which is both of Depressive and Bipolar types). This is how it messes with my head. Every time I have to make decision. First I need to think through 3 important things.
How will it impact others
How will it impact me
How will it impact my parents(Since I live with them still.)
After that I then decide on is the idea worth it and to following through or not(My Social Worker has related my thinking to what is called “Thoughts are things”)? If I do follow through I have deal with a heckle in head for example I want to meet someone from online dating(If I worked up the courage to follow through.) “So how many times did you get shot down and burned…again? So what makes this SO special? I be right back I want to get some popcorn to watch this go up in flames yet again…as I laugh at you.”. Then usually my emotions, thoughts, reality, etc is thrown into chaos so this the spell I thought of from it that example.
Spell Name: Shattered Reality
Spell Description: All troops in your troop line up and your enemies line up becomes black with a “?”. You will be unable to tell who is friend or foe. Pick ONE target to instantly kill. The follow three effects will happen.
If you picked an ENEMY: You devour them instantly and gain double or triple their Armor, Attack, Health(In my realty…I hit a vivid emotional state because I got tired of it and attacked with it instead.).
If you picked ALLY: You become enraged and 3-5 random enemies or allies(Including yourself.) will be damaged with double of my attack(In my reality…I lashed out at people who I cared for or people who cared for me and become emotional angry/enraged, self hating, and sometimes I lash out again because I hear things in my head like "No wonder you don’t have friends. Who wants to have a relationship with man who can’t control his emotions. What happens if you have a wife and child huh? You should of stayed in the hospital where you belong you FREAK!(Was hospitalized for a week for server Depression)…that cycle may repeat for a bit until I calm down…I hate this side most about me.).
If you picked YOURSELF: You instantly die as you infect your allies with all negative effects(In my reality…I lost all emotions and empathy all together for a period of time. I would feel like I was possessed by something or warped into something that wasn’t me. I start saying intensive things hurting others and maybe inflicted with consequences on how I impacted them. Think of it like your slowly dying but your mental state is very dark.).