Depressed. That’s exactly how I feel.
The rewards are too good to pass up. I suffered through 3 arenas. Now I just feel hopeless. I know that my life is now worst because of this arena event and I don’t know how to get out of this funk. I feel forced to play this mode for the writs.
Life feels so hopeless. I’m struggling to gather enough motivation to get out of my chair to refill my drink. This arena event is like a negative energy vortex that has me sucked in. It really has me thinking about how pointless life is.
You feel like you’re making progress in the game and then it’s taken from you. All of it. All your traits. All your levels. All your weapons. All your classes. Even your ability to select the team or know what all your options are is taken from you. You are helpless, weakened, and with no control.
I got to get my head right.
I guess War Games was right. The only way to win is not to play. I suppose it’s an apt metaphor considering my next book about a renewed cold war.