I would really like to see you banned from these forums. In fact, I have repeatedly asked the devs to do something about the toxic influence you have on the atmosphere on these forums. Yet so far, they have not done anything about it. Maybe because they don’t agree with me or because you’re just very useful to them with your trolling and distracting attention from the deplorable state of the game after the last few updates. As I am not a dev, I can not comment on which of the two is the case…
In fact, your behaviour is what prompted my topic on the state of the forums recently.
But in no way does this relate to how you experience the game. We all do that in our own way, as individuals. To ask someone else to experience something in an identical manner as myself would be rather silly.